whatever will be....

 Sometimes I wish I could re-wind my life and undo stuff.  For those who don't know my background..take this LINK
 On the night of the recital, I had to go on stage and  thank the audience for coming and wish them an enjoyable evening.  The curtain opened...I walked out..and they closed behind me.  After my speech, I bowed and walked back to the curtains expecting them to open.  When they did not open, I began fishing frantically for an opening...After awkward moments, the audience began to laugh.  The more they lauhed, the more frantic I became...the more frantic I became, the more they laughed. I was on the verge of tears, but  was suddenly overcome with laughter....I turned to the audience and joined in the laughter....
I was in third grade, at a very traumatic point of my short life...In spite of all of that...I can say without a doubt....My comedy career was born.....on that stage, that night....I became addicted to response from an audience...
to be cont'd............