what if
a journey thru the psyche of cjeureka...

Its not a good habit to wonder what could have 

been....besides being a total.... waste of time (the past is 

gone...) Que sera...sera........God has allowed 

it...still...when your destiny is changed....your will, 

violated...what if' is my pandora's box.

I was a very smart elementary school student.  I was also 

granted much favor at an early age.  I was always called on 

to break the graham cracker on the line "total genius i tell 

ya"...lol...

apparently, I could sing...In third grade they put me in the
choir...We had a recital coming and I did not have the 

yellow chiffon dress...nor the cash...I did however. have a 

sewing mama...and 2 teachers who asolutely adored me...my 

early mentors Ms cannon and Ms Leonard...They got together 

with mama, bought fabric and mama made my fat knocked kneed, 

awarkward, yet outgoing,  self...a drop dead awesome dress...

Tho I received my GED...I continued learning...Got an Office 

manager certificate from a tech college...2 years...had to 

learn all current computers and software...aced it...I was a lousy 

typist...and soon discovered I did not play well with 

others.   I learned early, it was better if I worked for 

myself.  Easily distracted...I work best when I can 

multi-task.......Attended Camron U in Lawton 

OK...sociology major...history minor....stuck around 2 

semesters...then moved back to New Orleans..met my soldier 

at Fort Sill...married him................to be cont'd